Photo With QiuHong .


If loving you is wrong . Then I won't correct myself forever .
Hello .
Yesterday went out with Qiu Hong .
At first got ask that stupid Gabriel join de .
He don't want .
Eeee .
Hahas ~
He stupid la :X
Hahas !
Hm...
Now i'm waiting for 9pm to come .
Since i'm waiting ,
i post what happened yesterday ba ~
PeiYing also got ask me post :X
I tell her i lazy
:X
Then she say she want read and know what happen .
HAHAHS ~
Ok lo
I post kay ?
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Hahahahaha .
I don't want post post for one reason de eh .
Also no people read ah :<
Only me reading :O
Hahas ~
Maybe sometimes PeiYing ?
Err , i don't even need read la .
I know everything what .
It's my story .
Anyway , i'm planning some surprise eh .
HAHA !
I don't want say what is it here !
Kay , now i start with what happened yesterday le o .


Hmmm ~
Its start like ,
Qiu Hong called me while i was playing computer .
She asked me ,
want go where ?
I say i don't know eh .
Bugis ba ?
Then she err , kay .
Then what time .
I said 1 pm .
Then hang up .
Then i go back to my computer .
Facebook-ing .
Then i slowly forget about the time .
Then around 12.45 like that , Qiu Hong called me again .
Ask me am i ready .
I was like .
Oh ! Shit !
Kay , Kay !
I now go bath .
Then i saw my phone left a bit battery only .
Not enough for me de .
Then i went into my room and put it to charge .
Then , Then .
I go take my clothes eh .
Haha ,
The photo up there is the photo of me and Qiu Hong .
Hahas !
We took it .
I skipped the boring part kay ?
When i bus-ed with Qiu Hong from our house here to Jurong Point ,
We somehow didn't talk .
Because i don't know what to say eh ?
Then i was " Texting " With Gabriel eh :P
Haha !
Then Qiu Hong , beside reading lo .
Bad !
Haha , Because i also messging with other people eh .
Then , have Yong Jie ma .
I asked him where shopping nicer ?
Then he say loads of place that i Qiu Hong don;t want go :(
But , i want .
Haha ~
Then , i call him .
talk ,
Then after that all his suggestions i can't take eh .
Then but i think of going where le lo
VivoCity
HEHE .
But , i didn't tell Yong Jie that :X
Then , Before we hang up , he got ask me join him later on .
I say i don't want and can't .
Because there's a friend with me .
Then he kpo !
Ask me who .
Haha , i say sec one de .
Then he asked , WHO ?!
GIRL / BOY ?
Haha ~
Then i say ' Eh , you noisy eh ! None of your business la ! '
Then he say !
You better tell me !
Then i say aiya , girl la ! Noisy !
then i hang up .
Hahas~
I very bad hor ><
Paiseh eh :P
Hahas ~ Towards him only :DDD
Haha ~
Better don't let him know .
Or later i die ><
Haha ~
I got my ways to settle him de .
:X
Hehes ~
Then when reached VivoCity le .
I was LOST !
Hahaha ~
SO BIG ! OH GOSH ! I NEVER COME BEFORE LEH !
DIE ><
Then i called yongjie for help !
HAHAS ~
Then he say ask me wait for him at vivo .
LOL
He coming down .
Then i Orh._.
HEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEEHHEHE
Then , He told me that he still at JP only .
I WAS LIKE .
WTH ! SO FARRRRRRRR><
Hahas ~
Asked him better be fast
He BHB la !
Say ' eh , you need to wait for handsome guys de ! '
EEEeeeeee! Say himself HANDSOME !
HAHAHAHAH ! BHBBBBBB!!
XD
Oops , i'm hyper now .
Hahas !
Anyway , then i told him when he reached le tell me .
Then i go around walk walk with Qiu Hong .
Lols .
Aiya , then we went Long John eat .
WTH !
Line up for an hour for it manzx !
HAhas~
Anyway , then when we started eating not long , Yong Jie reached le , called me .
Then i told him that i at LJS lo .
Then, He when he reach LJS ,
He didn't notice me .
^^
Then awhile later i was laughing and laughing with Qiu Hong ,
Because we suddenly talked about cakes .
Chocolate Cakes !
Actually is rferring to
Cake that is made out of shit ~
:P
And Strawberry Cake !
Ehh , that's more disgusting !
Still Got One More !
Cheese Cake !
HAHAHAHA !
Only i get the joke .
PeiYing , you'll get the joke too .
I'll tell you de .
If you come and ask me ^^
Then i kena chocked !!!!
HAHAS !!!
TOO FUNNY LE ~~
YongJie thought the both of us crazy , because he is not sitting at the same table as me eh .
Then , at first actually he got ask me join him at his table de .
I don't want .
HAHA !
He cant sit with us because there's only two sits please XD
Then , he is with one of his friend eh .
Xiao Kennard ?
Haha ~
Anyway , after i done eating le .
After the the laughing .
I stand up and want leave le ,
Suddenly there's one voice asking me .
" Eh , where you going ?! "
Oh , i was shocked .
Because its not Yong Jie , And it's his brother ,
That xiao Kennard .
Haha ~
Then After that Yong Jie then ask me ,
Haha ~
At first is want run away de :X
Then i say , i go walk walk lo ><
Then they , Orh .
HAHAS ~
FUNNY ><
Then , awhile later , we went around .
Errr , the we is only me and Qiu Hong , The both of us threw the both of them there.
HAHAHAHA ~
Then want go around de .
Then we see the time its like almost 4.30 le .
Then we still going four shops like this
Because i'm finding present for PeiYing ><
HAHA~
I can't find anything suitable leh .
Difficult to find ah !!
Then ,
Maybe i know what to buy eh .
MaYbE ONLY !
Anyway , after that .
WE Went to take MRT .
Then when we were there waiting for MRT to come ..
We go to the 'map' .
Then i was "fighting" with Qiu Hong .
HAHA ~
Lame stuffs .
For fun only .
Then YongJie suddenly appear right behind of me .
-.-
I was .
WAHH ! GHOST !
HAHAHAH
Then he ask , i very alike to ghost meh
HAHA~ YAYA~~
:P
Then awhile later they walk to another side .
Then MRT at my side came .
Actually both sides were the same eh .
HAHAS !
Then i went into the MRT at the same time -.-
They came here too ~
LOLS.
They i purposely find a place that can be far away from yongjie .
HAHA~
Because scared he disiao me .
Then end up when i was about to talk to Qiu Hong .
I realize , he was sitting behind of me .
Because i was standing and not sitting -.-
Stupid ass
Haha...
Then he ask me where i am going .
I never hear him asking that .
Then suddenly he from the hole , put his hand through .
Poke me .
I was ,
Yes ..?
Then he ask me again .
Then i told him chinatown eh .
HAHA
Then he say for what .
HAHA .
I don't want tell him eh .
Then he got disiao me a bit .
Then when i reach le , i never say bye to him .
But , like very what wor ><
Then i turned back and look away again ..
While i'm looking back .
He Winked at me -.-
I want slap him man !
:X:X:X:X:X:X
Haha~
Then went chinatown brought KOI .
Then went home le .
Then the end le lo XD
HAHAHAHAH ~
WOW , i spent more than half an hour posting this eh ! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
Bye !
End here le !
Oh , ya !
The photo was taken when after we brought KOI and go back to Chinatown MRT station .
While waiting for MRT take de XD


Anyway , Yongjie ah ~
You're going back into Boys Home again .
At 14 July 2011 .
Soon eh .
Take care inside hor !
I'll miss you .
Because nobody disiao me le when you go in :(
Haha ~
Take Care inside kay !

Never had understand

Love is heartless

No Hope. Hopeless...

Filled with pain ...

The Sagittarius' attitude to love drives Virgo out of his/her mind. The Virgos' feeling of safety is vanishing. Sagittarius doesn't try to understand the Virgo's needs. Elsewhere, Virgo looks for order and simplicity whereas Sagittarius looks for excitement and new experiences. Virgo wants a long term commitment; Sagittarius has to be free to roam. Since Virgo is not one to place too great an emphasis on the sexual side of life and does not have the same appetites that Sagittarius has, Sagittarius may well feel that he or she is justified in finding a new lover from time to time which will cause many fights. They will be able to stay together for a week, but not for the rest of the life.

Back and post .
So pain .
I feel like doing something now .
Let take a knife up and aim in toward my heart ,
Let me stab it in .
I guess it would be fun .
I want try can ?
But , I only can try once and no more .
I'm tired of my life le .
Keep crying .
Like a cry baby .
Ugh .
Still got people say I ku bao .
Sad sia .
Kay ,
Still got people say I childish and lame .
Fuck la .
Know what I feel a not first ?!
You don't want help then shut up la .
I miss him so much .
Go until where also can see his " soul " .
Like ,
Errr , Because I go that place with him before ma .
Then can see last time de him and me .
Like drama like this .
I can't suffer this kind of pain anymore .
Let me die le kay ?
I know it's sounds like a dumb .
Sorry , that's me .
Die for love .
I'm crazy .
You can say that .
I have good friends around .
I also have suckish friends .
I don't really trust human already .
But I'm shocked that I still trust one to the max .
Is a She .
She's my Junior .
She is such a lovely junior I ever had .
Actually , I also like one senior a lot !
She is like the best senior ever !
So glad to know the both of them .
Senior is ,
Chiam Yee Cheang .
Junior is ,
Loke Si Yan .
They both tried to cheer me up and ask me move on
Actually not only them la .
I experienced this and also know a lot other people stories .
Wah , their stories is sure sad .
But , not mine .
I can't really feel the whole thing .
But , understands .
Love sucks eh ?
But , sometimes it's really feel great .
It's can also become a drug .
That get you addicted to it .
Hahas ~
I know because I tried it before already .
Haish , don't try the pain part la .
But , everyone have to go through de .
Some really SUPER pain .
But some , okok only la .
Haish ,
I'm super tired of my freaking hellish life le .
I had enough of it .
Wish to end it .

Helloo .
I'm super sad now .
I saw Chong Ru 's video that is for you .
Oh , ya .
Happy birthday eh .
Not because I'm jealous or what .
Just that , that guy is inside .
That sotong .
Soon , he won't be mine le .
I mean he is already not mine .
Just that , I'm meaning that he will be with others .
He changed so much already .
So long didn't see him le .
I miss him a lot .
Oh , his contact lens used finished le .
Really changed back to spec le .
Oh , ya ...
When you break with me that month is the last month you wearing contacts le .
Yeah , I remember .
You told me de .
See ?
You know what ?
I still remember every single thing you say .
Wow , power .
You still won't get it how important you're ba .
Of course .
You also don't care le
Why am I still giving a damn .
Hey ~
Can you be back the old Jin Hui ?
Now , this you don't look good le .
I don't mind la .
But , I used to it le .
I used to both you le .
Just that ,
I'm just waiting for your text .
Just that one text .
So difficult to get that text .
Don't want post le .
HuiShan is crying now .
Byee

Hello.....:(
Im sad ..
Yesterday 11:45pm ...
I cry again..
it's so painful .
I need you so much .
Saw those pictures ,
You didn't grow fat , but I did :X
You grew skinner le .
Eat more la , Haish .
Too bad I'm not with you le .
Or I'll pamper you .
Or maybe you'll .
But , I won't let you don't eat de .
You this kuku , everytime also skip lunch .
Everytime ask me eat , you also didn't eat .
Hey ~
Actually ,
I...
Still...
L....
O.........
V..
E .......
You ...
De...
My heart is so pain when some others girls posted on your wall...
Kay , fine .
I have to admit .
I'm super JEALOUS .
T-T
It's so difficult for me to move on .
Because I don't trust any other guys le .
Or I should say ,
I don't trust guys already .
You prove to me that they're jerks .
They're so horny and disgusting .
I Miss You .
That time you tell me so much ,
I don't really believe you .
Because I think that you're also a guy .
So ,
No difference .
Now , I regretted that I didn't believe .
And , I'm so freaking stupid .
Sobsobs ..
Could you come back .
I seriously need you a lot .
I'm always praying and wishing you to come back .
I keep crying ever since you broke up .
People say we should not break .
But , you think we should .
I also never what .
I really want find out all the reasons .
Seriously , i need your care .
I need you .
I can't easily fall in love with another guy already .
I promised you before .
I'll only love you .
And no more .
I say that ,
My heart only can fit one person in .
Which is you le .
No more !
I promised so many things .
I still do it .
But...you ?
I don't know .
I'm waiting for the day when you ask for patch .
I guess I'll do something le .
Since I won't fall in love with guys anymore right .
Girls then .
But , I don't want la .
I'm never a lesbian .
Even have .
It's just playing only de .
I miss you ,
you always ask me out de .
Now ,
no more le .
I already used to the life that always go out de .
Now , I feel like ...I'm rotting at home le .
Sorry , Jin Hui .
I'm very sorry :'(
I can't hate you or what .
Somemore still love you .
Oops , I guess I forgot to tell you .
I can love a guy forever de .
It's hard to make me give up .
No matter how you hurt me .
I only cry and cry and cry .
But , still love you .
You don't know me that well yet .
So sorry .
You're unlucky to have me lo .
Such a crazy girl .
That won't give up .
And , still willing to do anything for you .
I'm crying again .
While posting this .
I guess I'm ugly .
I think that way everytime .
I'm not awesome .
I'm not cute .
I'm not pretty .
I'm just the ugly me .
I'm just a normal human .
Nothing much else .
What I have , others have it too .
Except for my feeling and Family .
And , the style and talent .
We all have difference in those things only .
The rest is all the same .
I guess I should stop here le .
I'm crying .
I'm wondering how are you .
Anyway , Thanks Kenneth !
For posting the photos .
like that I stalk him , I can see him and can know a bit .
By looking I know le .
He is still the old him .
Haven't change .
But , I can't see the heart of his .
D':
I love you , Jin Hui .

Helloooooo .
Back to post .
This time finally using computer and post :D
Hope today i can be happy all day long wor ..
ILOVEYOU AND MISSING YOU :(
Since , haha .
My mood now is not bad la .
Kinda of like now de blogskin .
Thanks PeiYing !
For helping me :D
I lost all the links again
Tell me at the tagborad and i'll link you .
:)
Hope today is a great day for me eh .
Hey ~
Whenever i saw your name , my tears roll down from my eyes to my chin .
Heartbreaker sia you .
Ok , maybe i can't say like this .
Because i'm thinking ,
maybe there's reason why are you doing this de .
That's the reason why i won't hate you .
I won't hate a person so easily .
Unless , it's bitches , backstabber , betrayer Or bastard .
Or somemore ?
Flirters ?
Those who always flirts with people boyfriends .
Or snatch people friends away .
There's more eh .
I guess..
Errr, :x
I very easy get angry or piss off with you whenever you talk to him ?
And you're a girl .
Because i feel super jealous .
:(
Anyway , i'm bored during the holidays .
i don't want do holiday assignments la !
I rather enjoy .
But , i can't do that eh .
This year streaming year leh !
@_@
Dieeeee ah ?
Haha


Heart doesn't break evenly .
There will be pieces have been left over , that the memories ?
You know ...?
You're the original , can't be replaced .
I guess you'll never know .
I had never tell you that .
I've understand and learn more things now .
But , i guess i'm waiting for you to come back ba..
I know its sound very stupid .
Because outside there's still so many guys for me to choose .
Sorry , i don't need a jerk to take care of me .
I need my sotong only .
You ?
Devil .
Because you said i was an Angel .
But , the truth is .
I'm not an Angel nor you are a Devil .
Because that is only what in our heart .
I always fight with you saying that you're the angel and i'm the devil .
But , you will definitely fight back .
Haha .
Still act cute with me .
Acting as you're angry .
Haha , so cute <3
But , i miss those time now already .
T-T
Kay , i'm crying while refreshing memories and typing here .
You really give me such a great 3 months 12/13 days .
The greatest and most happy time in my life .
I did cry .
Because always i get over worried about you .
Remember that time you're sick .
And , i miss you a lot .
Then i go over to your area .
And , i was blur over there .
Because i had never gone to your house before .
I'm like a sotong .
Walking here and there .
Can't find your block .
End up , you came down .
I was so happy to see you .
But , very heart pain to see you like that .
So weak .
I gave you a big hug .
And , you kissed me on my cheek .
And , i tell you i miss you .
Seriously , we won't be shy de lo :X
Because we have been used to it already
When i hugged you , your body was seriously super hot .
I just dig into my bag and take out my bottle ask you drink water ..
Then you this asshole .
Still say don't want drink .
Because scared pass the virus to me .
Don't stupid la .
You think i care ?
Because to me , as long as you're okay can le .
I sick , then sick la .
Suffer for one week only ma .
Hehes .
You don't want that happen because you know i can't take medicine .
I'll vomit like hell if i take medicine .
Hahas
But , end up when you want kiss my lips .
You remember that you can't , because scared pass the virus to me .
haha , i don't care you .
I just kiss you .
And , Oops .
:P
Haha .
Haish ..
That time regretted that i didn't push all my things away and take care of you .
:(
That time still say Saturday want come find me .
But , when you come .
I got warn you .
Saying :
Baby ! If you're still sick and come and find me .
I found out , you'll be dead !
You cannot meet me for one whole month !
I'll miss you a lot .
But nevermind ma , i got your photo .
Haha , your reaction was .
Walao ! Where can like that , bi , kay , please don't like this la.
Later i miss die you .
Okay , promise i take good care of myself and i'll drink more water .
Please , let me go find you on saturday.
Haha, and its works uh? :D
i know this always works .
Because you like will die like that de .
Actually i'll also miss die you de .
I don't bear also .
But , because i want you recover soon .
Haish , i don't want continue le...
Sobbing...
Bye~

Hellooo :(
Me today mood whole day not good eh .
Wah , like what sio .
Stupid .
Argh ~
Very lazy update post leh .
Just now I chat with you korkor again .
Amos Ng Jin Hao .
Yeah , this name i guess it's the third time appearing at my post .
I mean in my post .
First time , introducing him .
Second , saw him .
Err , describe a bit too ba .
Third time is this time lo .
This time ah ?
I don't know for what eh .
Just tell him what happen eh .
Just now also not first time talk to him le .
What ?
You know what ?
You brother told me his story man .
You don't even know that story or he tell you the story before .
So , you brother trying to tell me that , Studies is MOST important now .
I'm still young and pretty .
I can have others .
But , I told him .
I don't want la .
Only you ~
So ?
He ask me to tell you that .
But , I know your reply would be what .
Sian eh .
Your brother 's story was sad .
That time he is younger than you wor !
Wooo !
Tonight weather it's super hot la !
Sibei hot until I'm sweating like siao .
Later doing bath .
After posting first eh :X
This two day ,
I keep night then post eh .
Haha !
That time is morning .
This time it's night .
Wishing you were here by my side .
Seriously , I know this few days you're sleeping late at night .
Still remember for the first time you late sleep was because of me .
You want accompany me chat .
That time you like me .
But ,
my heart got other people wor .
But , you trying your best to accompany me eh , make sure I'm accompanied .
And , making sure I don't do stupid stuffs .
Ya , I didn't .
That time I almost only .
You're the one who save my life back man
I love you .
Thank you .
But , Saying all this now it's too late le .
You saved my life back .
You're the one man .
I just almost use a knife and slit myself .
Seriously , I always being so serious in relationship .
And , like what my sis say .
Relationship Sucks .
I guess ?
Especially when it's hurts you .
Yeahh .
Totally .
But , it's sweet you know ?
If it's last and a lot of thing de wor .
You gave me the best time ever <3
Thank you , Baby <3
No , not baby le .
Jin Hui...:/
My lovely sotong .
Kuku head <3
Lovely blur blur de cutie bi ~
Love you to the max .
Ending here now .
Byeeeee ~

Fucking sis !
Sibei irritating , I want eat a not it's none of your business Kay .
Scold la !
I more don't want eat .
_|_
Fuckturd la .
CB .
I tell you later le right .
Kaopei .
Don't come disiao when I'm posting and updating my blog la .
CCB .
Fuck off man ! Don't let me go watch eclipse is it ?!
You simply fuck off man !
Don't blame me if later I run out of house just go watch that eclipse .
Because I know I would do that .
Once in a life time leh !
Bitch !
You don't want watch I want hor !
Fuck .
I hate you controlling my freedom and life manzx .
Freaking hate it a lot .
I want do what it's none of your fucking business !
Make me angry until the 9 pm police show I also don't want watch le .
KNN !
Go Die la !
FUCK OFF LA !

Helloooooo <3
Morning I super lazy sio ~
Shag .
Hahaha !
Later got Lunar Eclipse wor .
Super desperate
Hahaha .
But , If you were still with me , that will be great .
We can go and watch the lunar eclipse together .
We can even spend more time together .
It's will be so nice to be together under the eclipse .
It really would be super nice de <3
But , just a pity .
It's won't happen .
I texted you and tell you there will be having lunar eclipse later le .
I don't know did you receive the message .
Because I don't know did you change your number .
Hope you didn't .
Because if I have emergency I might call you for help .
Because most lightly the emergency will happen anything and the emergency will involve with your friend .
So ,
You can help .
I hate seeing people heartbroken .
Cry .
Sad .
Moody .
For nowadays .
But , if is myself .
Aiya , I don't care eh .
Also not other people .
Now if I see couples got problem .
I helped them in their problems .
But , nowadays ...
I don't see problem in couples .
Hahaha .
So , I'm quite free and bored .
Hahahaha .
I'm wondering ...
When can I go out with Pei Ying <3
Haaahaaa .
Hoped to go out with her one day .
Still remember I watched the last movie with baby de is ,
Fast and furious 5 .
I don't understand what the show was talking about .
So , I don't have the mood to watch at all .
Then he seem to be like not happy wor .
Sorry lo .
I went to watch for a reason .
You want , so I keep you accompany and go with you .
But , I don't want watch de .
I only know that I'm waiting for Kung Fu Panda 2 that time .
Haish , but before Kung Fu Panda 2 came out we already broke up .
You promised to watch Kung Fu Panda 2 with me that time de .
Ended up , I went with my kor and Jie .
I didn't really laugh .
Although it's funny .
Because I was thinking of you .
....
You know I still love you ?
I don't think so ba .
Haish .

PeiYing ,
What happen to you ? Why you don't want tell me , I know we not very close la . Still don't really know each other . But , remember this , you cannot be keeping things in your heart everytime , you have to tell it out sometimes . You know ? I was like you that time , I'm
very quiet that time . But , now ? I share things with my friends . I share the most thing with Jin Hui ....not trying to make you jealous or what . But , he know a lot la . Haha . Kay , I don't want talk bout him . Later I cry . Remember , real friends will always be there for you . I guess I'm one , Kay , I'm not BHB-ing . But , it's the truth . Unless you make me angry with you at betraying me or backstabbing . Then I will betray you and do lots more things . I learnt lessons . But , the biggest secret I told a cannot be trusted friend . I'm stupid . I don't dare tell out le . People will look down on me de . If it's spreads . I'm worried . Haish , nevermind....I'll tell you one day de . I guess .....I'm not sure..but what's wrong with you wor ? O.o cheer up . :3 Cheer up Kay ~ I'm be here for you . Text me when you need a person . I might late reply but I definitely will help if I can . Kay ~ <3

Hellooo .
I'm back and post .
Woke up since 6.05am .
Haish .
Why ?
I kena scared and suddenly woke up .
Seriously , what happen ?
Don't understand .
I'm not aware of my condition .
Hey ~ I want play badminton .
I'm stressed up again .
For ?
I don't know .
I'm craving for KOI man .
And ,
I don't think it's a good thing .
Because the first time I go buy KOI ,
It's with you .
I'm craving for McDonalds too ~.~
Fat die me man .
This holiday I'm going grow fatter and fatter .
I keep pampering myself man .
I should stop that .
RAWRRR .
Rawr .
Siann .
I miss acting cute with you .
Haha :X unglam .
Hehe . I didn't really hug the pooh you give me liao .
There's reason .
Because I want hug the real one .
I mean you .
:x
Your friend hugged me .
Tried to push him away eh .
But , Know what ?
I have no strength .
Sometimes I really want call you and come help me .
But ,
I have questions to myself .
Would he answer the phone call or even go read the messages ?
Would he even care ?
Would he help ?
I don't think so .
So ,
What i did was ,
Trying to push him away with all the strength I have .
No strength le ?
die lo .
Crazy and horny friend you have eh .
You don't know anything de .
Because ?
I didn't text Cecilia le .
So , she won't be telling you things .
I didn't text you le .
Because you won't even care .
I'm trying to be cheerful in facebook , so you won't think that I'm still sad over you .
I didn't post .
I don't know why for that .
Lazy and no mood to type ba .
I guess .
It's just difficult to get me to get over you .
Seniors is saying it's not worth it .
They know how long I have been crying .
Pain you know ?
Fuvkturd .
I forgot .
You won't give a damn for it .
Damn it man .
When I was sick .
I was trying to give hints .
So , I see .
Someone hands off le .
:(
-Heartbroken-
*heartbroken into pieces ~*
*rose paddle fading*
*waiting...*
Time pass by so slowly .
Heart super pain , time go super slow without you ,
The light in my life .
Woo ~
Other people never try relationship before won't know the real feeling
Or ,
didn't try the real kind of relationship .
two days ago ,
Night time .
I cry to sleep .
Reason ?
You , again .
Kay , it's sounds like I'm scolding you now .
Nevermind .
I should stop here for today .
Anyway , jerk .
You know you're good ?
And , the truth is , you're not a jerk actually
Not bastard too .
I scold you jerk now , there's reason behind it .
Reason ?
Want know ?
Ask personally lo .

Helloooooooo !
Hahaha !
I'm back le !
Back to post and update .
I didn't update for so long le ~.~
There's reason why that time I'll post and update everyday .
He is reading ma .
Now don't have le .
Broke up le .
Hahahahahaha !
I'm like crazy now !
LAUGHED FOR ONE HOUR NON-STOP LE !
OMG ! -___-|||
I'VE GONE MAD !
BECAUSE OF HIM ?
I DON'T KNOW XD !
But ?
I know while I laughing , I can feel some pain in my heart .
Wow , nice feeling . _|_
You gave me this feeling de .
So long didnt laugh like this crazy le .
Daddy and Jiejie was shocked when I laugh so long at nothing .
Laugh until so scary .
They know ..
When I laugh like this is rare for nowadays .
Because it's has been two years I have not laugh in that cray manner le .
I don't know why eh .
Please , I know I still love you . :(
I miss you ...:'(
Haish , My Lovely Sotong ~
My Lovely Kuku head <3
My Lovely BIBI <3
Cutie Baby <3
Haish :(
I'm wondering ,
Do you still dream of me ?
Because I can't sleep without you .
Do you still think of me ,
Because im thinking of you .
I know I love you more than anything .
Haish .
I should not say this .
Sorry , sorry for those irritating stuffs .
....
Sorry .
You get irritated .
It's misunderstanding .
I'm sorry .
You won't know what I feel .
Seriously , I'm trying super hard .
Trying not to post emo stuffs .
Because you can see .
I'm lazy to change my profilage , blog's title .
Because , I don't bear to .
If , one day I changed .
Means , I will go and be back the quiet me .
The scary me . ( being silent -hiding things all in me- )
Nevermind .
Haha .
When I'm changing , I would be crying for sure .
FINALLY .
Laughter stopped .
Hey ~
Today I went to Jurong West Stadium and play badminton with some people .
They're :
Claudia Koh .
Wen Ling .
Don't know who .
Don't know who .
Don't know who .
Don't know who .
And ,
Yong Jie .
I'm lazy to say the process .
Hahahaha .
So ,
Today ,
I'm ending here le XD .
BYE-BYE .
I waiting for someone to call wor .
I'm bored .
Teeheeeeeeee <3
Buh-Byeeee <3