Hello.....:(
Im sad ..
Yesterday 11:45pm ...
I cry again..
it's so painful .
I need you so much .
Saw those pictures ,
You didn't grow fat , but I did :X
You grew skinner le .
Eat more la , Haish .
Too bad I'm not with you le .
Or I'll pamper you .
Or maybe you'll .
But , I won't let you don't eat de .
You this kuku , everytime also skip lunch .
Everytime ask me eat , you also didn't eat .
Hey ~
Actually ,
I...
Still...
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My heart is so pain when some others girls posted on your wall...
Kay , fine .
I have to admit .
I'm super JEALOUS .
T-T
It's so difficult for me to move on .
Because I don't trust any other guys le .
Or I should say ,
I don't trust guys already .
You prove to me that they're jerks .
They're so horny and disgusting .
I Miss You .
That time you tell me so much ,
I don't really believe you .
Because I think that you're also a guy .
So ,
No difference .
Now , I regretted that I didn't believe .
And , I'm so freaking stupid .
Sobsobs ..
Could you come back .
I seriously need you a lot .
I'm always praying and wishing you to come back .
I keep crying ever since you broke up .
People say we should not break .
But , you think we should .
I also never what .
I really want find out all the reasons .
Seriously , i need your care .
I need you .
I can't easily fall in love with another guy already .
I promised you before .
I'll only love you .
And no more .
I say that ,
My heart only can fit one person in .
Which is you le .
No more !
I promised so many things .
I still do it .
But...you ?
I don't know .
I'm waiting for the day when you ask for patch .
I guess I'll do something le .
Since I won't fall in love with guys anymore right .
Girls then .
But , I don't want la .
I'm never a lesbian .
Even have .
It's just playing only de .
I miss you ,
you always ask me out de .
Now ,
no more le .
I already used to the life that always go out de .
Now , I feel like ...I'm rotting at home le .
Sorry , Jin Hui .
I'm very sorry :'(
I can't hate you or what .
Somemore still love you .
Oops , I guess I forgot to tell you .
I can love a guy forever de .
It's hard to make me give up .
No matter how you hurt me .
I only cry and cry and cry .
But , still love you .
You don't know me that well yet .
So sorry .
You're unlucky to have me lo .
Such a crazy girl .
That won't give up .
And , still willing to do anything for you .
I'm crying again .
While posting this .
I guess I'm ugly .
I think that way everytime .
I'm not awesome .
I'm not cute .
I'm not pretty .
I'm just the ugly me .
I'm just a normal human .
Nothing much else .
What I have , others have it too .
Except for my feeling and Family .
And , the style and talent .
We all have difference in those things only .
The rest is all the same .
I guess I should stop here le .
I'm crying .
I'm wondering how are you .
Anyway , Thanks Kenneth !
For posting the photos .
like that I stalk him , I can see him and can know a bit .
By looking I know le .
He is still the old him .
Haven't change .
But , I can't see the heart of his .
D':
I love you , Jin Hui .