Back and post .
So pain .
I feel like doing something now .
Let take a knife up and aim in toward my heart ,
Let me stab it in .
I guess it would be fun .
I want try can ?
But , I only can try once and no more .
I'm tired of my life le .
Keep crying .
Like a cry baby .
Ugh .
Still got people say I ku bao .
Sad sia .
Kay ,
Still got people say I childish and lame .
Fuck la .
Know what I feel a not first ?!
You don't want help then shut up la .
I miss him so much .
Go until where also can see his " soul " .
Like ,
Errr , Because I go that place with him before ma .
Then can see last time de him and me .
Like drama like this .
I can't suffer this kind of pain anymore .
Let me die le kay ?
I know it's sounds like a dumb .
Sorry , that's me .
Die for love .
I'm crazy .
You can say that .
I have good friends around .
I also have suckish friends .
I don't really trust human already .
But I'm shocked that I still trust one to the max .
Is a She .
She's my Junior .
She is such a lovely junior I ever had .
Actually , I also like one senior a lot !
She is like the best senior ever !
So glad to know the both of them .
Senior is ,
Chiam Yee Cheang .
Junior is ,
Loke Si Yan .
They both tried to cheer me up and ask me move on
Actually not only them la .
I experienced this and also know a lot other people stories .
Wah , their stories is sure sad .
But , not mine .
I can't really feel the whole thing .
But , understands .
Love sucks eh ?
But , sometimes it's really feel great .
It's can also become a drug .
That get you addicted to it .
Hahas ~
I know because I tried it before already .
Haish , don't try the pain part la .
But , everyone have to go through de .
Some really SUPER pain .
But some , okok only la .
Haish ,
I'm super tired of my freaking hellish life le .
I had enough of it .
Wish to end it .