Hello....
Back to update eh .
Yesterday I found something .
That I had been finding when I'm attached with you that time .
But , actually I've been stopped finding already .
Then suddenly yesterday it appear out .
It's the photo of me and you .
That time we went out with Vanessa , Victoria , Kang Lin de .
That time the both of us keep stick together .
Like cannot sperate ><
That time I keep shy shy .
:(
Now leh ?
Awkward .
I'm wondering .
Did you changed your number .
Your phone number .
Because I think I saw you changed your phone already .
:/
I miss you damn lots
I miss your voice eh .
Now you became quiet gay already .
But , I still like .
Because I love you for who you're .
I'm stalking you in Facebook everytime .
You know ?
I don't think you know .
You won't even give a damn ba .
If now you know what had happened to me .
I wonder would you go find Him and smack him up .
And scold him .
Actually I don't really want you to do that la .
But , seriously la .
If you do that I would know that you still care and love me de T^T
I know I'm stupid .
To been tricked .
I fucking hates myself .
So many people say I changed into another person already .
No longer that HuiShan anymore .
The HuiShan you love .
Not already .
I guess ?
I'm not sure eh .
I also don't understand why you like me that time .
But , if you didn't love me that time .
I mean didn't tell me or ask for stead .
I wonder how's my life now .
Wondering if I didn't fell for you .
Didn't accept you .
How would your life be
That time I know you're freaking emotional de .
Until I appear in your life .
That first day ,
You have a feel .
I did ?
I'm not sure .
Because you know right ?
That time me with Aldon .
But ,
Already not close to each other already .
Like that time gonna break with him soon le .
Guys always step into my life at the wrong time .
Because actually in message that time I chat with him .
I keep tell him about you .
Then , He said to me " CAN YOU STOP SAYING JINHUI ?! "
I was like .
What ?
Jealous that I went out with him and had fun ?
If is that case ?
Why don't you scold yourself first ?
You went out with two girls and bring one of your brother along .
Ask you brother help you lie to me .
Whole day didn't reply my message .
What ?
You think I'm having fun ?
No eh .
I was waiting for your fucking message .
I didn't receive a single .
That day was Cecilia Ng 's Birthdat party .
Since you didn't reply .
I go "enjoy" myself lo .
We at East Coast Park .
Then in the room with JinHui , Ben Neo , Joe Lee And Cecilia cousin .
I don't know all of them very well .
I saw Joe Lee and JinHui that time only...
JinHui said hi to me and I ignored him previously .
Haha ,
That day I guess I made him replaced Aldon for sometimes .
He played with me .
I snatch his iPod with him and play like fun .
But , I have my limits .
I know I have stead .
Cannot play until too what with you eh .
Then ,
At around 7...pm...
We went to the nearest beach .
At first I'm bugging you to accompany ride bike de
Then Cecilia keep like not happy that I keep bug you .
Then I stopped lo .
Then after that when go beach that time you asked me along .
I went along .
But , end up I'm with Vanessa Lee and Cecilia .
I never go with you .
Because you went in back to the room for awhile to take somethings .
Kay then .
I followed them .
I sat on the sand .
Thinking of Aldon .
I'm freaking cold that time .
Because of the sea breeze .
Then desperate for a warm hug .
I emoing there alone .
Then ,
I can't see anyone .
Except for I know Vanessa is beside of me .
Cecilia also .
I actually forget about you (JinHui)
Because I still don't know you well that time eh
Not close .
Then ,Cecilia asked me to accompany her go and find her friend with her .
So , I went with her .
Then ?
We went up the stone .
Is with Joe Lee and Ben Neo .
Wth , Cecilia bitch sia .
Place her hand into Joe Lee shirt .
I was like , can't see .
Pretending .
Then awhile later ,
One person walked towards us .
Oh , I don't know who he is .
Until he walked away .
Cecilia told me he was JinHui .
I was super blurred .
Said ,
Who is JinHui ?
Then , I say nevermind .
Don't explain ><
I won't know de .
Then I continued to play my phone lo .
And ...Haish ,
Don't want continue already .
Gonna cry soon .
I keep refreshing those memories .
Anyway , I granted my wish .
That time third monthsary .
JinHui brought me to East Coast Park again .
He hugged me when I'm cold .
We even kissed .
Although that time my leg bleed , because of the sharp stone .
Aiya , Baby , only you know what happen .
Oops , sorry .
Called you baby again...