Try to forgot someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.
Hello.
Back again.
Now is currently midnight.
Can mostly probably say is the time I'm most free in the whole day le ba.
:O
This few days, can I say that I'm having nightmares?
As, you keep appearing on my dreams.
Why would you appear in my dreams?!
Did you think of me before you get into your bed and go to your dreamland/lalaland?
I know it's really difficult to forget someone you once love before.
JinHui, I know.
But, it's seems like, I'm having much more problems than you.
:(
I don't know what to say.
So many misunderstandings....
I'm quite lazy to go and settle those understandings too.
not really lazy to.
Just scared I failed.
I'm been scoring until very jialat already.
Compared to I was with you.
I can't concentrate in class when after break.
As, you're on my mind like 24/7.
I seriously stress too.
I nowadays just take a quick look at you and I will turned away.
As, I don't want you and your friends to saw......
So hard to do that.
Did you have people take care of you on thursday?
You were sick right.
You said that she was your medicine.
That's what you told me that time.
and I was like, heartbroken into pieces.
kay, hope you already forget about my blog-link.
My link is actually not like this one.
that time change also because of you then change one.
For you to stalk me de.
But, I guess now also didn't even bother to look at it already.
I'm wondering, I lost faith already is it?
I hate it when I'm always faithful at the wrong time.
cause I always suffer the most.
Fuck la.
Why let me be girl and not a guy?!
luckily I'm not a guy. Or I don't know what would happen.
But, saying the truth.
I still love you so much.
But, keep telling myself, Impossible.
And, I will be crying.
Just now went back to read our messages.
My tears flow like free tap again.
Only never like last time so shocking already....................
So many people like you now.
I won't have the chance to get you back anymore already de ba...
T^T
I waited so long...........